In a Funk

I'm going crazy waiting for Ryan to call. This is the longest it's been since he moved bases at the beginning of the deployment so I can't help but worry. And it makes me really depressed to go this long without hearing from him. I'm in one of those moods where I just want to sleep all of the time because at least then I don't actively have to fill my time or be so aware of it's slow passing.

And to make matters worse I'm starting to really get worn down with a sudden pregnancy growth spurt. I want to keep taking my nightly 2 mile walk, but I'm having a lot of trouble walking period with the extra weight and the quick exhaustion it brings. And no one ever wants to go walking with me so I worry about my own safety being gone that long alone to the park. Not that I think I'm going to be abducted or anything - though you never know with all the crazy people in this world who are cutting babies out of pregnant ladies and leaving them for dead - I just worry about going into preterm labor or getting sick from the heat and exhaustion out of nowhere with no one there to know about it. And at the same time I don't want to stop walking because my weight gain is only going to increase, and the walking will make labor and delivery a little easier on my body as well as quicken recovery. Ugh. I just kind of hate life in general right now.

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