I'm so beyond ready for October to be here.

I'm really starting to get anxious about Ryan's homecoming. Sadly I know it's not close enough to get truly excited about until after Anya is born. So until then I can't even pretend that it's going to happen any day. Heh. But I only have just over 6 weeks of pregnancy left if Anya arrives on her due date. Which is crazy to think about. And Ryan will be home shortly after that. How shortly I'm not sure as late October is as detailed as the date gets. And our apartment won't be available until the 19th which means I can't move until the weekend of the 23rd so that my family can help with all that fun furniture moving stuff that comes with moving to another state. So it might get crazy if Ryan comes home earlier than that because I'll have to drive myself and Anya over there with air mattress and pack 'n' play in hand to crash on our apartment floor in order to be there when he gets off of the bus. But it will be so worth it. I'm not missing that moment for anything.

And then we'll finally be settled somewhere for a while! I can actually know what kind of artwork and kitchen rugs to buy for our space without having to guess at sizes and placement of decor. And after the past year and a half of being in limbo, having a place to call home for longer than six months will be nice. It will be amazing, actually. Regardless of Ryan's homecoming date, in two months I will finally be moved into our Jacksonville apartment. And it will be the biggest relief ever when everything has fallen into place and worked out with all the dates that are uncertain right now like Anya's birth date and Ryan's exact homecoming date. Until then, the planner in me is stressing about all of the unknowns probably way more than is healthy. Ugh.