30 Weeks

Now that I've gotten official word, I'm really starting to get excited about Ryan's early homecoming. Of course I have my online speech class to finish and a baby to give birth to between now and then. I hate public speaking so I'm looking forward to just getting the two presentations that are required for this course done and over with. And I'm getting anxious about Anya's birth. Ryan not being there to help me get through it is probably the hardest thing to imagine for me. It makes me really nervous and, honestly, a bit scared. But my body will do what needs to be done with or without me so other than an epidural I have no specific plans. I'm just going to go with the flow and advice from the medical staff. I figure they've helped birth plenty of babies so they probably know what they're talking about.