24 Weeks

I think it's pretty amazing that I'm still mostly wearing my normal clothes at 6 months pregnant. Yeah. I'm feeling pretty awesome about that. It bodes well for me when it comes time to shed the baby weight this winter. It kind of sucks to have to lose baby weight in the winter because your options for activity are severely impeded. But I'll make it happen! I want to be teh hawtness when Ryan comes home.

I really wish it would stop raining every single day. Rain is good and all, but I haven't taken my usually daily 2 mile walk since Sunday. And I can just feel the fatness creeping up on me. T-T I might have to break down and use my parents' treadmill. I hate doing that, though, because I just get so bored on the treadmill and end up quitting early and feeling like poo about it. Walking outside seems to go by faster and is a little more enjoyable for some reason. Maybe because the scenery actually changes. Heh.

I haven't heard from Ryan in over two weeks. This is officially the longest I have gone without some sort of contact. I'm not freaking out or anything. No news is good news. But I do miss him, and I hate having made decisions about things like the car without being able to tell him anything about it. I sent him a Motomail, but there's no telling when he'll get it. And I'm unable to know his reaction when he reads it so I'm scared he'll be upset or angry - or at the very least disappointed. And if he's actually happy about it, then I would like to know! Ugh! But as long as he's alive, safe, and well, nothing else matters right now. I'll hear from him when he gets the opportunity. He never misses a chance to contact me.