Why Do I Do This to Myself?

I should really be asleep right now. I should have been asleep at least an hour ago. At least. But the night owl in me finds it really hard to do anymore. Especially with Ryan gone - being cuddle deprived makes sleep less appealing. Haha. Today went by pretty fast. I feel like it should still be afternoon not the wee hours of the morning. Ugh. I have to drag myself to Sociology at 8AM for the last in class assignment. Yay. [/sarcasm]

I miss Ryan like crazy tonight. I had a missed call on my phone while I was out of my office at work. I don't recognize the number, and there was no voicemail. T-T That always makes me so nervous because I know Basic Training recruits don't get phone calls, but every now and then you get lucky and they're rewarded with one. It would be just my luck to miss his call. Eh. But I'm pretty sure, judging by the area code that I think I've seen before, that it was one of those free honeymoon telemarketer people that have called me a lot lately. I can't be for sure because the past calls aren't on my received list in my phone anymore to compare. But unless I hear otherwise in one of his letters, I'll assume it was a telemarketer for my own piece of mind.