Bleh.

I'm not sure what my deal is, but I feel so unmotivated and tired lately. Ugh. My plans for the next year are all up in the air. The only things for sure at the moment are that I'm getting my license over the summer, using Ryan's car until I can get my own, working a few hours at another job to pay for insurance, transferring to Pellissippi State as long as I get accepted and all that jazz, and moving in August. None of the details are as of yet set.

Money isn't set in stone so when or what kind of car I'll buy I'm not sure. Where exactly in Knoxville or how much I can afford to pay in rent for the new apartment isn't for sure. Where I'll be working, and with whom and how much insurance will cost aren't for sure. Ugh. Plus money will be going toward the wedding which I'm trying to get invitations together for, but neither side of our family seems to be coughing up the guest lists in a timely manner. -_-;; My mom is tired of me asking her, but I'm tired of it, too. Ugh. Just give me list, please!

I'm just trying to get through this semester. Unfortunately, the end of the semester means the beginning of Ryan's training and being without him for a total of six months. T-T I can't wait until this year is over, Ryan and I are settled in our new apartment, I have a car, we have set bills that we have set jobs to cover so we won't be guessing at figures anymore, the wedding will be paid for, I'll be well on my way to finishing school, and, best of all, we'll be married and beginning our official life together. But oh so much time has to pass before then...