The Worst Nightmare

I love how cute Ryan and I are together. All the time holding hands and randomly kissing each other on the cheek. ^____^ <3~ Meh.

Last night I had the worst nightmare in the world. I dreamed that I died in a car crash, and that only my mother and Ryan could hear me as a ghost. Only Ryan could see me. Everyone was planning my funeral while I tried in vain to tell them I was still here. Then I started to realize there was no hope of being returned to my body. There would be no more trips to Japan, and I would never live there. I would never marry Ryan - I would never even be able to touch him again. And I started freaking out and begging for another chance. And then I woke up sobbing. I proceeded to go to the living room and give my dad a hug. Heh. ^_^;; It was just so awful, and it felt so real. I wanted to see Ryan so badly, but he's in school. And now it's almost time for me to go to work. Bleh