Gomen

i haven't been writing often enough.

Megan and I are friends again. That's right. We've actually hung out some in the past week. Ryan got her to talk to me, and ever since we've just kind of acted like nothing happened. The people she ditched me for have ditched her, and she's pretty lonely. And we all know what kind of person I am. So we're friends again. Yayness. I missed her. The only thing is, I think Sarah felt kind of like she was going to be replaced by the girl who had been my best friend before her when I went out with Meg. But she has nothing to worry about. I'm not that kind of person. Sarah is an awesome best friend, and I would never dream of having anyone else in that position in my life right now. : ) I'm so excited about rooming with her at UT next fall. Wee~

In boy news, Ryan is AMAZING. I'm think I'm falling for him. As is my usual style. Haha. Fall first, ask questions later. We just have so much in common as far as interests and personalities go. We have just enough differences to keep it interesting. Religion is a big concern because he's super Christian, and I'm Agnostic. But we've talked about it, and he says it doesn't bother him. It doesn't bother me either because I was once Christian, and I support him in his beliefs as long as he will show me that same respect. Which so far he has to an extent. I told him I don't mind discussing our religious differences as long as he doesn't start preaching at me. Then we'll have a problem. Otherwise, things are peachy. He makes me feel all giddy inside, and I'm starting to have withdrawals when he's not around. He's even stayed the night with me...in my bed. But in a non-perverted way. : P I was just surprised my dad is allowing him to sleep in the same room as me, nevermind the same bed. Haha. It feels like we've been together so much longer than just over a month. And he makes me happy. I just hope it lasts this time around.