WTF?

So Aaron called me at 1AM to tell me to check my MySpace messages. O-o;; I was half asleep and thought I was dreaming-didn't even realize it was Aaron. Then at 1:30AM he text me the same message. So I check it. Here's what it says: Michael is only trying to get in your pants. Dont believe me on this let it happen I honestly dont care. But just a forewarning..... That is all. Have a nice life. Um...okay. So I text him to ask what he's talking about, acting like I didn't check MySpace. He reiterates that I need to check it. I text him again telling him to just call me. I end up calling him, and he tells me the same thing the message says. He goes on and on about how Michael's just desperate and after one thing, and the past year must not have meant anything to me if I'm siding with Michael instead of him. *rolls eyes* He tried to feed me this BS about Michael threatening to kick HIS ass with a gun involved.

WTF? I've been friends with Michael for over a year. Almost as long as I dated Aaron! I seriously doubt any of that crap is true. I remain quiet the whole time we're on the phone until he says the only reason I'm with Michael is to make him jealous anyways, and it's not working. HA! The way he's acting is proof that it would be working if that were my plan! Dumbass. Then I defend myself. I don't USE people like that. I'm not that kind of person. Then Aaron says if I continue to see Michael, he can't associate with me anymore because of the things Michael said to him about shooting him or whatever the Hell. He said to call him when I'd made my decision and to think about what he'd said. And then...he hung up on me. Hell no, bitch. You do NOT hang up on me. Fuck no.

So I send him several text asking him what his problem is because he's scaring me, he's never acted like this before, and I want the chance to say what I think about the whole thing. He doesn't answer. So I call. Three times. Like the pathetic person I am. And I leave three messages in tears saying the same thing as my text with the fact that the past year meant more to me than anything, and he fucking knows that. And I pleaded with him to call me. I still haven't heard from him, and I haven't talked to Michael about it. I don't know what to do next. Through this whole thing I've had some kind of game plan. And right now...I don't. I know what I should do. I should just let Aaron leave. Let him go. Stop trying to keep him around. But I can't. Because the truth is the only relationship I want is with him. No one else can match up. And I've tried. I just want him. So now I have to figure out my next move. Ugh. This junk is killing me. I'm an emotional wreck. I spent the rest of the night crying so I'm tired now. T-T I hate this. I just want it to be over and be back in Aaron's arms. Heh.