Text War
So I posted some stuff on my Facebook about deserving better than Aaron but not wanting better. And the following text conversation ensued.
Aaron: Why are doing this? If this is how you feel then stay away from me
Erika: What are you talking about?
Aaron: I deserve better than him?? If you do then go out and get better and you quit harassing me
Erika: Harassing you? Is that how you feel about me? I'm still around because I love you, and I don't want to give up on the amazing guy you were mere weeks ago. You let other people influence you too much, Aaron. I worry about you so much. It's like John all over again. I feel like I'm watching you destroy everything wonderful you were, and I can't do anything to stop you. It's more about that for me now than us getting back together.
Erika: I guess you couldn't think of something else hurtful to say to me. I can't believe I mean so little to you. Call me later when you have time to talk to me. I have some things I need to say. I'd rather say them in person, but I know better than to hope for so much of your precious time.
Aaron: I am at work right now don t have time for this shit
Erika: I didn't ask for you to talk to me right now. I asked for you to call when you have time. You don't have to be such an ass about it. Forget it. If you hate me so much I won't bother you anymore. I guess I won't bother waiting for your call. I hope your alcohol and newfound asshole attitude keep you warm at night. But just so you know, when you need me I'll still answer your call. I love you, and I'm sorry that doesn't mean anything to you now.
Aaron: quit it just stop what your doing its Pissing me off
And I haven't said anything back. I don't think I want to. I said enough in my last message. If he wants to keep me in his life, he'll have to make the move. I'm tired of chasing after him and trying to help him. He doesn't appreciate it. He doesn't care. I'm tired of trying to love someone who doesn't give a damn about me. Fuck it.

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