I Knew It

Aaron has been trying to kiss my ass all day and act like nothing happened last night. Good grief. Not only did he text me the second he woke up to tell me he wasn't ignoring me he just 'fell asleep,' he also called me later on in the morning to say he was sorry and was just trying to be there for me as a friend to look out for me. Hahaha. Funny stuff. -_-;; WTFever. I know damn well what he's doing. He's freakin' out because I could seriously leave him for Michael, and he's trying to do whatever he can to stop that from happening without committing to me. Fuck that. I'm not his toy. I'm not his fucking fallback plan. Gah. I still don't know what I'm going to do as far as Aaron's concerned, but I do know that I'm still seeing Michael until I see a reason not to. So far he has been a complete gentleman. He's never tried anything funny despite Aaron's claims of him just wanting to get in my pants. I know Aaron's just spouting BS because he doesn't know what else to do. He's scared. And he damn well deserves every minute of panic after what he's done to me.