You, Me, and Dupree

Wow. So I went to the movies with Janice tonight. We've already seen pretty much everything playing so we decided to see John Tucker Must Die again. Well, when we got into the lobby there was nowhere to sit and wait so we sat in the floor. Until some guys moved so that we could sit down on one of the couches. Then these four guys strike up a conversation with Janice. I'm oblivious to most of it because I'm texting Sarah M about plans for Monday.

Then I hear them talking about ditching our movie for theirs. And we actually did it. We actually went into You, Me, and Dupree with these four guys. Janice and I sat down and two of the guys sat on either side of us. The guy I sat beside of had to be 15, 16 at the oldest. ^_^ His name was Mitchell. He was actually really nice. He didn't ask anything too personal or anything like that. Just casual conversation, and then we watched the movie. But at the end of the evening no numbers were given. Oh well. I'm not looking for anything right now anyway. But it was nice to be noticed again. Nice to see a guy somewhat nervous to talk to me. But I'm still too much in love with Aaron to give anyone else a fair chance. For right now he is still the only guy in my heart.

But that's definitely the first time I've ever done anything so random like that. Janice suggested it. She said I needed a confidence boost and some fun to cheer me up. Heh. It kind of worked. I had a good time talking to Mitchell, but at the same time I wished it was Aaron sitting beside of me and sneaking glances at me throughout the movie. I really miss him. But I'm okay. : ) I'm being stronger than I ever could have imagined. I'm proud of myself. And most of all I'm glad that Aaron is still in my life. Even if it's not in the manner I would prefer. Haha.