*sigh*

I just spent the evening cuddling with Aaron...in front of his friends. I kid you not. I know I shouldn't let this stuff make me hopeful, but he kept nuzzling his face against mine and kissing me on the cheek. He kept wanting to cuddle up to me and stuff even though his friends were there. That's something he wouldn't even do when we were dating there toward the end. So I can't help but feel good about it. I sent him a text afterward that said I missed him already, and that if he isn't ready for us again yet it's okay. Because I'll be here waiting for now. Because I love him so much. He just needs to know that even though I wish he'd come back right now, in the end it's his decision; and I'm not going to bitch at him about it until he makes it. And that's where I stand right now. But, God, do I ever love that boy. I'm still on a natural high from the cuddling. ^______________^