Fun in JC with Aaron

So I went out with Foxx last night as friends. On the way we picked up Aaron and his friend Travis. XD I told Foxx I wasn't going anywhere with him unless Aaron could go. So Aaron went. And Travis. Haha. It was so much fun. I bought Aaron some birthday presents and even a cookie at the mall. (He's not a big fan of birthday cake. He likes those cookie cakes and pumpkin pie instead.) He was sweet all night, like he always is when we're together. I swear the only difference between now and when we were an official couple was the title. We don't act much different. And we aren't dating anyone else at the moment-by choice. But I can't rush him into giving me that title back. That's a choice he has to make in his own time. I just hate waiting for it to happen when it might as well have already with the way we act. Ugh.

Anywho, he called me last night, and we either talked on the phone or played Conquer Online together pretty much the whole night. He thanked me for last night and kept telling me how great it was to see me. ^_______________^ And then he said he wanted to make sure I knew he still cares about me. For some reason he was afraid I thought he didn't anymore. Haha. Goof. It's so obvious he does. : P That's why it's so frustrating that he won't just ask me to be his girlfriend again and get it over with. Things wouldn't be any different. Except we'd actually kiss and say, "I love you." Those are the only two things we refrain from...most of the time. >_>;; Uh-hum. Anywho, he'd still be free to party with his friends. That's his choice. I'm not his mother. And I don't mind him having a good time and a drink or two as long as there are no other girls involved in a manner I would not approve of. Ya' know? But he can have female friends. I can have male friends. None of that matters to me anymore. This break up has put so much into prospective for me. How controlling I tried to be because I was insecure. But I'm better about it now. I'm glad he has friends. I'm glad he can go out and have a good time on pretty much a daily basis but still come home to call me and say goodnight. ^____________^ I love it. And none of that would change if we became official again. Because I have made that change. I just wish he'd give me the chance to prove it.