Wee~

I am on cloud nine.

Why?

Because of a certain boy. Who loves me.

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He makes me smile. I think I scared my parents because I've just been randomly grinning like an idiot and giggling today. Haha. I went to the movies with Aaron today, and I've been super happy every since. Heh. He makes me melt into a puddle of goo. I can't help it. When I'm with him all the bad things go away, and everything is perfect. *le sigh* Seems the mood didn't leave when he went home. : D Yayness.

Ya' know, you never understand those mushy love movies when you're single. You think they are cheesy. That no one woman would ever melt for such sappy lines or become giddy like a school girl just because a guy calls. But then you experience it. You fall in love with the right person. The person who makes you feel like you're in one of those movies. You laugh more. You sing to yourself and dance around your room, smiling. Heh. You annoy everyone around you with your constant talking about the guy and the mushy things he does. They think it's cheesy. Just the honeymoon stage. But I'm here to tell you, that if you meet the right person the honeymoon stage doesn't end.

If Aaron and I had a honeymoon stage, it's long gone by now. We've been through some serious drama in our relationship. We've fought. We've blamed. We've accused. We've hurt. But we've also learned. And here we are. Still giving each other sappy lines that sound like they came straight out of a chick flick. Still calling just to say, "I love you." Still grinning like an idiot at the thought of the other. And everyone tried to tell me it would all stop when the honeymoon stage was over. So either Aaron and I are just freaks of nature - haha - or the honeymoon stage is a load of crap. XD I strongly believe that there are no "stages" when you find the person for you. That there will always be mushy moments. There will always be silly grins. There will always be laughter. There will be fights, too. But when they are over, you will laugh about them. You will wonder why you fought over such stupid things when you should've been enjoying time with the one you love.

It's hard to explain to people who haven't felt that overwhelming feeling of love for another person yet. Especially to those who believe it isn't out there for them. But I believed that. I believed no one would EVER want me. And now? Now I have someone who loves me enough to stand by me through my depression. Through my bipolar issues. Through my bossy, control freak attitude. And tell me that I'm wrong without being afraid that I'll be angry. Someone who will tell me that I am overreacting. Someone who calms me down so that I see just how ridiculous I am sometimes. Someone who loves me for me. The good and the bad. And I have never felt anything so amazing in my life.