Meh.

I wish this would be over already.

This is killing me. T-T

It hurts so much to be without him.

Heh.

Last night I told him everything. About how I feel about him. That I fell in love with him and not the romance he wooed me with at the beginning of our relationship. That he's THE ONE that destiny worked so hard to get to me, and it was my job to keep him or regret it for the rest of my life, always comparing anyone else I love with him. Always wishing they were him. It didn't seem to phase him. Ouch. He said he needed time to think about what I'd said.

So I think when he calls me today I'm going to tell him to take some time for him without my input, now that he knows all there is to know about my side of the situation, and not to call me again until he gets back from Nick's house Sunday/Monday time frame. It's just a few days so I don't lose my mind too badly. But it's enough for him to get a taste of life without me. Because right now we're still talking several times a day.

*le sigh*

We shall see.