More About Aaron

I have so many dreams of a future with him. Most of which I'll keep to myself until they are closer to reality because I don't want to scare the poor guy. : ) But you all know how us girls in love are. Haha. We're hopeless, ne?

I know I often focus on only the bad aspects of our relationship, and I usually blow them into a huge deal-almost as a personal attack on me when he does something I don't like. But that's just how I am about everything. I'm the queen of overreacting, especially when it concerns my emotions. And Aaron definitely has a huge hold on my emotions.

But, God, I love him. And I'm trying not to be so darn pessimistic about everything. I'm trying not to take things so personally. Because in all reality, he's a wonderful boyfriend who often drops everything just to call and say he loves me or show up when I need him. I've just gotten to where I take that for granted. I don't know why. My previous relationship proves to me that it doesn't always work that way. I was ignored and kicked to the curb over and over again.

With Aaron, the first thing he does when he wakes up every morning is call me. Not because I ask him to. He just does. Always has. He's usually still half asleep on the phone. ^_^ And he calls me every night to make sure I'm snug in bed before we say goodnight. He even has all of these mushy nicknames for me, and he likes it when I call him Babe, Honey, etc. But don't tell him I told you. : P Keke.

He is amazing. Relationships aren't about making the other person everything you want them to be. Relationships are about finding someone you feel is your everything and overlooking the little things that annoy you. Sometimes they even become things you like about the other person. I know that's the case with Aaron. Little things that used to annoy me about him are things I love about him now. Things I miss when he's not around.

Well, I should get back to work now. At least until Aaron calls me when he gets his lazy arse out of bed. XD I swear all he does is sleep and eat. Haha.