Beh

I've been a little down lately. No particular reason. I just never feel like doing anything. I usually push myself to accomplish something, though. I promised myself I would get back on track with keeping up with online and offline responsibilities simultaneously so I'm slowly getting back into the website routine. Slowly.

I'm always tired lately, as well. I'm getting plenty of sleep so I'm assuming the depression is causing me to feel emotionally exhausted. I really don't have anything to be depressed about. Aaron and I are well on the road to recovery, and I'm so lucky to have him in my life. Otherwise I'm just working and goofing off around the house. I think that may be why I feel bleh. I'm not doing anything over the weekend and after work during the week but goofing so I feel guilty and lazy. I need to do more with my website on a daily basis, more house cleaning, cook real food instead of eating only instant food stuffs, and do some kind of physical activity to get me off my lazy arse.

I really need to get a car so I can stop depending on my parents for spending time with Aaron. I hate only seeing him the once a week and maybe I wouldn't be so frustrated about how to best spend our small amount of time together if I had the ability to see him whenever I wanted all week long.

So, in short, I feel like a chubby, lazy blob.

Yep, that about sums it up.

Oh, and I miss Aaron, of course.