Yayness

Aaron and I are well on the road to recovery. ^_^ After a little chat we had this weekend about why we felt the way we did about our relationship, the fight, and how our relationship had diminished since that fight, we both made a promise to try harder to fix this mess. And I think we are doing a pretty spiffy job, if I do say so myself.

We're starting to be lovey dovey again. He's starting to do and say those random sweet things he used to. At the bowling alley after his prom he bought my drink for me when I planned to buy it myself. I said something about a drink, and before I could do anything else he was at the counter getting one for me. Then I sat on his lap and played with his hair until it was our turn. On the ride home, he saw me falling asleep so he kept motioning for me to lay on his shoulder by tapping it with his finger. I LOVE it when he does that. ^_____^ He's such a sweetie.

Not only that, but I'm doing better at being a good girlfriend. Before when he worked his ass off to be a sweetheart, I just accepted it all without doing a darn thing in return. Now I find myself making good luck charms and buying gifts for no occasion to surprise him. Stuff he's done for me in the past. I even got him a little something for graduation, which was not expected of me. But I was at the store, saw it, and decided I wanted to be sweet. I like this feeling. I like surprising him. I like being sweet to him.

But most of all I love that we are sweet to each other again. I didn't realize how much I really missed the I love you wars on the phone at night. Or his goofy stories that he'd stopped telling because of my recent jealousy/possessiveness issues. Now he tells me about the silly stuff he and his friends do. And I want to know that side of him. I know that in the past I've made him feel like he has to be 100% serious all the time. But his goofiness is one of the things I love about him. I'm glad he feels like he can show me that side again.

Ah. I love that boy.