*le sigh*

So. This weekend was an eventful one. First of all, I took off on Thursday because Aaron was supposed to spend the entire day with me. But he called me on Wednesday to say he had to meet with his caseworker. But he was out with his buddies. I could hear them. He didn't deny that he was with them all Wednesday and that night. I knew he was full of it about the meeting with his caseworker. I knew he just wanted to spend Thursday with his buddies instead of me. And yeah, it did hurt my feelings, but it hurt me worse that he lied to me to do it. The lying continued on Thursday. Tried to tell me he was grounded and couldn't come at all until Friday. I knew that was BS because I called his house an hour later, and he wasn't there - but his foster mother was. And being the pathetic person that I am, I waited. All day. For him to show up. And he didn't show up until Thursday evening. His buddy Nathan brought him over. I was pissed. And hurt.

I yelled at him. Shouldn't have. But I did. I cried. I told him that I would have gotten over him wanting to spend time with his buddies instead of me for one day. But lying to me was unacceptable. Not only that, but I wasted a day that I could have been working and earning money. I wasted it waiting for him. He said he would be there, and he lied so he wouldn't have to be. He let me down. And it pissed me off. He didn't try to hide it once I started going off on him. He apologized and told me that he lied to refrain from hurting me. He knew it would hurt my feelings if he said he wanted to hang out with Nathan instead that day, and he wanted to prevent the fight and hurt feelings if he could. So he lied. And I get that. But it's still no excuse.

He's never lied to me before. So I'm not going to overreact and dump him like some people, including my parents, want me to. I love him. And I know he lied to prevent hurting my feelings. It was stupid of him. But I understand. I forgive him. It's just going to take me a while to forget. I told him he's going to have to make it up to me. : ) I'm sure he'll find a way.

Otherwise, this weekend was pretty nice. I graduated from high school, but technically I graduated in December so it was just a thing for me. I did it and left. Got my diploma. The end.

I'm going to see Aaron on Friday, and I leave for Japan early on Saturday. Wow.