I Have This Problem

It's called overreacting.

Every time Aaron does something that upsets me even the tiniest little bit, I build it up into this huge issue. I create all of these situations in my head for why he did this or that. And then I tell other people, like my mother, to get their input. Of course, I make it sound like all of these what if's are 100% fact and truth. So now all of these people have decided that Aaron is an asshole. Which isn't the case. But after each of these instances, when I tell everyone that it was just me being me, with the overreacting and getting pissed off, they think Aaron convinced me of that. They think he "weaseled his way out of it". Which is not the case. But no one wants to hear that.

So now I have to listen to everyone telling me to dump him. That he's not a good guy. When that's not true. I overreact. I KNOW I do. I know I blow things out of proportion. And most of the time, given a few hours, I realize it and go "Doh! Why did I start a fight over something that was never an issue to begin with?!?" But no one else understands that. They don't get what goes on in my head. It's a mess in there. And a lot of freaky shit happens with my moods and emotions, especially when it comes to Aaron because he means so much to me.

So, no. I'm not going to dump him. Stop telling me how to live my life. Stop telling me how to handle my relationship especially when yours is nothing to brag about. Hypocrite. GAH! So now both of my parents practically hate Aaron. Peachy. Ah, well. They won't stop me from loving him. Or being with him. Until he gives me a reason not to that's not invented in my head.