Losing It

I'm losing control of the stress levels again. Time to get everything back in check. Time to get back in control of at least the everyday things. Sometimes stuff sneaks up on me and bites me in the ass, but I've lost control of managing work, house cleaning, and the internet. Bleh. I hate it when I do that. At least I didn't let it go for months this time. Just like a week.

I WILL get back in control.

It's going to take a few days to get work straightened out. I have an impossible-to-complete weekly project that I'm talking with my boss about simplifying to make it more time efficient and manageable for me. Then I have to set up whatever new system we come up with. Once I have that done I'll be good to go. 'Cause I keep all of my data entry caught up on a daily basis. I'm just good like that. ^_^ Then I just have to make sure I get a story for my newsletter (the weekly project) by each Friday. I can do that in like thirty minutes on Monday and let it sit on my computer all week, though. No big deal. It's trying to fax it to every high school in my state that is just not going to happen. Hopefully I can just e-mail it to the guidance counselors or something...

The internet. I have to keep up with forums and start working on my Chieco site stuff again. I refuse to let that project die!

And I need to make myself clean my room and the bathroom either Saturday or Sunday regardless of who is over. It's just nasty that I haven't cleaned in two weekends. Meh. My trash is in major need of being emptied.

On the social front I'm doing pretty good. Spending time with Meg every week. Lovin' on Aaron every weekend. It's all good. Parents are letting me drive again. Should get my license by October. Hope to have a car by then.

Only thing is I'm barely making enough money for my Tokyo fund each week. How the Hell am I going to pay for my text messaging, Proactiv, or a night on the town with Meg? Poo. T-T