Gomennasai

I know you all want to kill me for leaving you hanging like that. To make a long story short, Aaron and will have our one month anniversary on the first of September. ^_____^ I cannot even begin to tell you all of things that have happened since that note on the receipt paper. We talked over the phone for a few weeks, and then he asked me to be his girlfriend on August 1st.

I am already head over heels for this one. And anyone can tell you he is smitten with me. ^_^;; He and I talk about anything and everything. I think this one's for real. I think he means it when he says he loves me, even if we have only been together a few short weeks. He's been through a lot of crap in his life, and he's afraid I'll leave him like everyone else. But that's not going to happen. I'd be an idiot to let this one go. He's more mature than your average high schooler, he's a romantic, and he needs me as much as I need him.

Last night he brought me roses...at work. He told me they were an apology. For giving me my first kiss on Sunday without asking if he could kiss me before he did so. I almost died right there. Of course I told him he had nothing to be sorry for and all that. He's just very insecure about making mistakes or not being good enough. I'll have to help him with that. He's already helping me to feel better about myself. He thinks I'm wonderful. And while I may not think so, I feel wonderful when I'm with him.