Give Me a Break

I keep having to call McDonald's every day to see if they have a uniform in for me yet. So far, nothing. Today while I was talking to the manager, my mom came barging into my room talking about something very loudly. I motioned for her to stop talking, and she did. But still, it made me loose my train of thought just as the manager picked up the phone. I freakin' stuttered over the phone with my manager because of my mom's barging in. I said something about it after I hung up. Didn't use a snotty tone or anything. Just said something about how I'd stuttered.

Mom acted like I was attacking her and started slamming doors and stomping. I went into the kitchen to ask her why she was making such a big deal, and she started yelling curse words at me about how crappy her day was. That's not MY fault. I didn't do shit to you. Don't start acting like a complete bitch just because you're my mother, and I'm supposed to just sit and take it like a good girl. I WON'T sit and take it. You say you're tired of people walking on you, well I'm tired of you taking every damn little thing that goes wrong in your life out on me. GAH! >_<

And I'm in one of those lonely moods again. The mood I get in after watching anything romantic that happens on my TV shows or in a manga... The mood that makes me feel pathetic for feeling I need someone else in my life. God, I hate it when I get like this. Why can't I get my Japanese man early. ;_; I don't wanna' wait five years for Japan to get my Asian man. Bleh. I really need to stop watching Rain music videos. Makes me want an Asian man very badly...not that I don't want one all the time. Haha.

On another, happier note Meg and Rui have a date tonight! : D They're going to see Madagascar in Johnson City, which is forty-five minutes to an hour away from Meg's house....and Rui is driving her! AH! ^_______^ I'm so excited. This is his last night in Greeneville before he goes off to college in California, and he wants to spend it with her. He likes her a lot, but she's still nervous and being kind of pessimistic about the possibilities with him. Not that I blame her; I'm the same way when it comes to guys. Those two are like a movie. She's been instructed to call me the minute she gets home so I don't explode from curiosity and worry.