I NEED Summer

I'm so behind on everything I need to do OUTSIDE of school. I have two fanlistings that have to be completed in a week or so, my Chieco shrine is STILL on hiatus after a month, I haven't posted productively at any forum in weeks, I don't keep up with my dailies, I'm even slacking on keeping up with the Japenese and Korean entertainment news and releases, and I haven't even started studying my Japanese. School takes up all of my time, and it's really starting to affect my stress level when I can't get anything but school related stuff done.

The job at the pet place didn't happen. Cranky old woman that worked there was a meanie-head. : P I'm NEVER going to get a job. Without a job I don't have money. And without money I lose my Tokyo trip, my Chieco shrine galleries, my websites PERIOD, and any music or luxuries I could afford after saving for the rest. All the stupid little preppies at school get jobs the first day they walk into an establishment, and what do they spend it on? Clothes that they'll wear for two months and throw away because they aren't trendy anymore. I need money for a dream. A dream that won't happen without it. I search for THREE MONTHS, and I still come up with nothing. I get better grades, I act more mature and professional, I sure as Hell dress more conservatively, and I really WANT it. And I'm still jobless. I'm to the point of breaking down in tears. I hate this.

Ashley is acting more like a grade schooler every day. She told another friend to tell me she wanted her stuff back. I thought that was weird and told her I didn't have any of Ashe's stuff. Then Ashley told her to tell me the next day that the stuff was in my locker. Okay, first of all we SHARED the locker. SHE knows the combination. She could come over to it while I was standing there with it open. I don't HAVE anything that belongs to her. She is perfectly capable of retrieving it from OUR locker. I AM NOT carrying all of her shit to Accounting to just have her snatch it out of my hands and ignore me. She can get it herself, or just not get it all. When the school cleans out the lockers over the summer, they can throw it all away for all I care because this is ridiculous. Anytime she's around me she stomps, has a constant sour look on her face, and throws her stuff around. And if she sees me in the hall, she practically runs-while stomping, mind you-away from me. Today while I was waiting outside my Spanish class she stomped by trying to get away quickly and plowed over a couple of people in the process. It's like she afraid she'll get freaking cooties if she stays within a 10 foot radius of me for long than 2.5 seconds. I swear. You can't get anymore immature than that.

Fortunately my mom was able to fix the situation with my registration so I am still going to be a Devil next year. Yay. (I'm having trouble being very enthusiastic about anything right now.) And my Accounting project that's due tomorrow is mere moments away from being completed. Yay again. Twelve days of school left. I don't know if I can make it. -_-;; I'm stressed to the max already. Much more and I'm going to snap.