Prom is Only a Month Away

And I haven't even started on my dress. Grr. I'll have to spend a good chunk of my Spring Break working on it most likely. I don't have a date either. I don't expect to get one. It's not like I want just any date. I'd love life forever if John would ask me. But he won't. And I'll never have the guts to ask him. I think it would be too childish to have my friends talk to him so until one of us builds up some courage, nothing's happening. *sigh*

I've smiled at him in the halls when I get the chance ever since I found out he's not dating that girl. There's always the chance he's dating yet a different girl, but I'd rather not think about that at this point. Anywho, I haven't really gotten a response from him. We just continue to make eye contact every time we pass each other in the halls, just like we did before. It's so frustrating. He looks up to meet my eyes as I look up at him yet neither one of us ever says a freaking word. And I never will. I know I'm too chicken. And apparently so is he. Which sucks.