Grr
Why do I feel the urge to defend him? To just reach out and bitch slap this person for calling him ugly, skanky, and chunky? What right does she have to say those things about him? She doesn't know him. Then to say his laugh is dumb. Oh yes, I know that laugh. Yes, it is distinct. But not because it's dumb. Because to me it's a wonderful sound. He isn't ugly, skanky, or chunky to me. Or any of the other things she called him. She was trying to be supportive, I know. She doesn't know I still love him. And she's not going to. So I just typed in my little smiley face on the IM box and sent.
But the whole time I really wanted to defend him. To tell her he's so much more than what she makes him out to be. He's wonderful to me. I love him. And though he had his moments where he could a complete ass, I miss him. I don't think I'll ever be able to see him as dumb, ugly, etc. He'll just never be those things to me. Ever. And as hard as that is for everyone else to comprehend, it's just the way I feel. I'll always love John. Nothing can change that.
2 Comments:
:( I understand what you mean. I feel that way about my mom, though. no matter what they do to you, you can't help but care about them. the situation is different, but the ending results are the same.
...your right she has no right, but you let it happen, you didnt let your voice be heard and your opinion is really invisible to her...so if your mad, you should tell her that your emotions arent the way hers are. He sounds great and she made him look, well "bad"...you are a great girl, dont let others effect your opinion because yours are all that matters in the end in a decision that is connected to you.
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