Again
I'm there again. That oh-so-lovely place known as self-hatred. I've been fighting it off for a good week or two. But I lost the battle this time. My life is going great, but I keep screwing things up. Why do I always have to do and say the wrong things? Why do I have to be such a freakin' dumbass? Why can't I get one thing right for once? Just once! Is that so freakin' much to ask? I'm tired of screwing up, and I'm tired of falling back to this level of self-hatred after trying so hard to get up and walk away from it. I'm tired of being the way I am. I'm sick and tired of going through this pain. I don't think I'll ever escape it for good.
3 Comments:
The most I can say is... I hope you feel better, and remember that the frying pans are always here for back-up.
You're too worried about what others think. Just go with the flow and say whatever. We don't think you say anything wrong.
When you think that someone is judging you, just think agian. Say (to yourself), "Who are you to judge me. I'm just going to be the best person that I can be, and if you don't like it... Sucks for you!!!!" People can be horrible sometimes, but in the end, its what you think about yourself that really matters. If you know that you did your best and thats all you can do, you should be proud of yourself. When you start to think about all the things wrong with you, don't, think of all the wonderful things. Think about your friends. If they all like you than you must be on the right track.
:)
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